Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Sacrificed in vain

Today,we had a prefect meeting in a room that was needed for peer tutoring. They introduce councillors, grooming and behaviour, learning journey....As the time was constantly running up, I proceed to the peer tutoring program instead of the continuation of the meeting/interview as I thought the student's maths future lies in my hand.I went there 30mins late.Glancing,the worksheet, I collected the answer from the teacher.One finished first and tried to do other homework;the other when told not to use calculator he didn't comply, they we all driving me into a rage. In addition, my classmate cum neigbouring peer tutoring told me that I m fierce when they were in the wrong.
There was a chinese composition that was needed to be handed on that day. Of course ,I tried to squeeze out time to complete asap.Adding fuel to the flame,the tutee repeatedly,tried to logde a complaint against me.However, the teacher answered that I was the tutor, not them.... When I lower my voice, they finally adhere to my rules and my instructions.They also didn't bring a file when the teacher annouced to everyone;they didnt bring the homework that I assigned them last week;they spited my sarcasm that were 'spited' all over my face.(I m not surprise if they fail maths test again)I sacrifice my time just to help you without any evil intentions and this is what i get??
Because of coming here a missed an interview and i would have to attend the Friday one instead.

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Is there so many people that want to spite me purposely? Want to sabotage me? I really felt a sense of disappointment crawing over my body,as if like stabbing me into the brain and the heart....

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